i'm giving up. so just catch me..

or you could just let me fall.

i'm super tired. not physically. maybe physically. but definitely emotionally. you might think i'm kicking a huge ass fuss. but it's the little things that combined and made it big. i'm just another gullible and naive girl, who doesn't learn her lessons in love. i've repeatedly warned myself not to make the same mistakes again. but i've just did it. again and again. when will be the time that i will really learn? if i can't help making the same mistakes again, just let me learn how to break my fall, so that i won't fall so hard.

whatever. i'm just feeling stupid and crappy now. i hate myself.