i cannot wait for everything to end this instant. it's so excruciating to have to go through all these shit again. but if everything happens too fast, i'll be in mid-life crisis wandering and pondering what should i be doing next.
today i feel naive, gullible and stupid for believing in that one word with great meaning, but what no one is today - faithful. if you are. good for you. but stupid you. because no one will reciprocate! that's why i said i'm a gullible idiot. yes mommy, i'm stupid. i admitted it. i'm stupid for making me miserable and causing all these darn bloody pain on myself. i'm stupid. period.
anyway, today's a public holiday, which everyone should be happy about and not reading my darn blog with a hell of an emotional post.
HAPPY EASTER DAY!
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