suddenly. i miss being a kid. even though i get all the scoldings from my mum. and my parent's problems are always edged at my heart. i still want to be my mum's and dad's girl, at least there's someone who will guide me. now. who am i going to look to?
i'm now a person who might not even be laughing or smiling genuinely.
i want to laugh hard once again. hard enough that my tears will just well up.
i want to forget all sad things instantly. i want to forget all the nasty things.
what they say, how they look, how they sound.
i know it sounds all childish and whatever shit.
and i don't know what the fuck i'm writing either.
i should just go fuck myself, and live alone. no strings attach.
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