TGIF??

Not anymore.

I sort of dread Fridays now. Fridays means the ending of a week.
Ending of a week means starting of a new week. Ending of four weeks means starting of a new month. I dread today's Friday very much. I hate it when I feel inferior. I am truely sad. I have never felt this way before even when I could not sleep because of my assignments.

I know I have to learn to be stronger, to fight for myself and not just keep mum of everything I don't feel happy about. I just have to let it all out and grow stronger again. For myself.
Often, I think whether if this is for me and what I really want.

I believe I am who I am because of the choices I made yesterday. I have put one of my module's grade in jeopardy because of my wilfulness.