I don't have to wake up early early in the morning on Monday just to go to work.
But I will definitely miss working there though. I'm happy yet sad (Contradict!!). I'm going to graduate in March. Where will I be after that?
My plans are undecisive now. I don't know how to choose. I'm messed up. I'm vexed. I got reasons to be sad. No reasons to be frustrated, but yet, frustration overrules me everytime. I'm not controlling, I got to vent it. I'm feeling ugly. I could be smiling one minute, and the next I might just be frowning. I don't know what's gone into me. I don't know what's happening. It's like having split personality. Maybe it's just me feeling down, but hasn't it gone on for too long, it's like two weeks or so. I should be happy that my attachment has ended, I should be partying. I burnt my own Friday. Where have I gone?
*Lost and insecure*
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