Monday, January 29

Have been indulging myself in the love story of a so perfect vampire and a so ordinary human. Fantasizing myself as the female lead of the story, traumatizing myself in the happenings between the characters. The book is so seductive and irresistable which has already increased my interest in looking up more on vampires, than it usually had when I watched vampire movies. I didn't want the story to end, I want to read on more. Maybe I would even re-read it.

Besides reading, haven't been doing much. Just hanging out in town areas with my sister and someone. Down with flu and cough. No matter how late I slept, I will always be awakened by the cough. I haven't been to a doctor yet, but the most the doctor would say is to get more rest. My appetite haven't been really good, although hungry, but I couldn't taste anything nor smell, so what's the point of eating when I'm not enjoying it(but still have to eat).

I haven't been planning on going to uni. I'm still indecisive of what I should do, I was hoping that maybe better opportunities would strike me. I'm in a mess, maybe that's what has been causing my stress, even after I was free from attachment and my viva presentation. I'm getting a little impatient, but no action has been made, simply because I'm unsure.

Maybe I'll just play a little while longer. Sit down and think through what I really want for myself, because for certain things, I'm already tired.

1 comment:

Sing said...

Hey ~ Friends, I'm in a mess too. I have been working for two years. And I haven't figured out what I want to do yet. Let's share a bit if you don' tmind ~