Saturday, September 23

Mind me if I gave you a fake smile. I'm tired.
Mind me if I gave you a bad attitude. I'm tired.
I don't know what I've been doing. The week just pass.
I only remember staring at the laptop screen at work, just pressing the buttons.
What else have I been doing? Not vivid anymore.
I hope I have hidden my tiredness well, but sometimes I don't handle it well at home.
I just got to let it out.
I cried.
I'm tired, I'm stressed up. I want to run away.
Stop the time. End my confinement.

Something interesting happened... On Thursday, I reached home quite late.. Was in the bathroom, staring at the ceiling.. I saw this spider(looked like a spider), I told my sister to come in and take a look, she asked me, "Are you sure it's a spider?? It's a cockroach lah!!" Unsure, we took the camera and blinded the spider or cockroach... Zoooooomed in.. Haha.. It's a spider looking cockroach.. It's named, spikroach~ Lol.. Well, I slept late, and was almost late for work the next day... Provided, my parents are not in Singapore. I had to take the train!!! I waited for the bus sooo long, the bus was packed. The infuriating part is on the train.. The train was crowded, but not that crowded.. It's like the train stopped at a station for sooo long, they announced, "doors closing"... I waited for more than ten seconds.... The train door has not closed.. I was late... Agitated by the door that I wanted to scream, "Close there freaking door, you idiot!!!" But came to think of it... If I were late and the train just left.. I will hate the train more.. Haha.. Contradict!!!

I will try my best to complete my confinement..

~17 more weeks till freedom~

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