My Mum's Birthday!!! Haha.. Happy Birthday, Mummy~~!
I have to study for my exams!! ARGH~ I feel so slacky. And later, I have to go to Music Forest for some lessons and a meeting for this new thingy that I have auditioned for.
Exams have always been an agony for me ever since i was schooling.. Haha. Or is it for everyone? I have worked hard for my studies in the poly, I think. In secondary school, we often have to tolerate and study for the one week of exams, but in the poly, it's only the few modules that we have to study for, and I can't even endure the few days. Is it because I am slacking too much? We have our subject teachers to push us to study in secondary school, but in poly, it's all like, free and easy.. Maybe shall I put it this way, during our time in secondary school, we are employed, and when we're in poly, we're self-employed. Does that make any sense to you? Haha. I don't know what I'm talking about. I think I'm just "relieving" my stress.. You know.. if you have two bio papers to study for, you won't even feel like flipping through the lecture notes.
Some unwanted things happened recently, which I am really sad about. But I shall keep it to myself, because I want everyone around me to be happy. It really hurts that sometimes, things have to come to an end, especially relationships, when you start to put that person in the picture and treat him/her like a family member. Life is unpredictable. We never know what might come to us each day, and we'll never know what will leave us; whether knowingly or unknowingly. I realized that I may know her for life, but.. I seem to not know what she's thinking anymore.
Had my last track training on Monday. I was a little sad about it, because I'm starting to like the trainings, although it maybe tough at times.
Today, my maid is going back to Indonesia. I hate good-byes. You never know whether you will be able to meet the person, or you might lose contact with each other. It's sad, although she has worked for my family for only two and a half years, and my impression of her wasn't that pleasant at first, but she wasn't that bad after all. Fortunately, the maid who has worked for ten years with us is still here, if not, I think my brother will even be crying when she is going home; She's just like our second mother.. Haha..
I'm missing what has passed..
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