A mixed-feelings day~~
It is getting more and more stressful each day, with all the assignments and the coming exam. Well, it's going to be my last semester studying anyway and it will be my attachment soon; I'm going to experience the working life!!! I've to put on my working attire!! I'm yet excited and anxious. I have no working experience in an office, especially as a programmer, and my attachment company is a quite well-known and big firm, what if i am not up to expectations?
I decided to create a blog to blog what i am doing everyday, as each day seems to be getting more and more frustrated and pressurized that i'm afraid that i will forget some of the important and memorable things that might happen.
Just like what happened today... No one will believe it, such a blur person i am. I actually missed my driving lesson. And it is not the first time.. It's the second. I was very angry with myself for being so forgetful and careless. I'm so forgetful that when i received a sms from the driving centre saying that i have missed the lesson and i still think that i did not have a lesson today and wanted to call the school to make clarifications about it, only coming to recall that i have booked another replacement for the previous missed lesson.
Well, in the end who else can i blame but only myself for being so forgetful, blur and careless, sobs. Maybe the pressure is on, as i have three assignments in hand currently.
Another frustrating thing that happened today was, my hair got sabotaged!!! ARGH!!! I would like to advise girls to be real careful if you have really really long hair(i wouldn't say mine is very long, but it reached my waist), and your mum finds it irritating and thinks it is too long. My very first encounter and i have learnt a big lesson, really. I was eating my breakfast when my mother was sort of combing my hair and pulling it back as she was afraid that it will fall into my food while eating. She started telling me that i should get a hair cut and offered to cut it for me. I told her that i will be going to the hair dresser soon, so not to worry. So i happily carried on eating while my mother pulled back my hair into like a ponytail with her hands. When i saw my maid taking a stack of newspaper walking pass the dining room, i looked at her while she passed me, as she looks suspicious, then i turn to look back at my mum, she ask me, "what? you think i'll cut your hair? I don't even have a pair of scissors." So i just turn back to my food and carried on eating when i heard "snip!" There goes my hair, three inches of my hair!!!!!! Sobs. What's happening...????? How can a mother lie to her daughter..!? Felt cheated. Although my friend say that there wasn't much difference. But i wanted to go to the hair dresser!!!!!
2 comments:
No worries dear. Your hair will grow back in no time. And being forgetful is not a sin. Don't take it too hard on yourself. It happens all the time. Well, congratulations for finally being able to get a "taste" of the business world. The real business world, mind you. Have more confidence in yourself and if you think you can, there's no doubt that you definitely can (:
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well said, jolyn!
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