s u p e r c a l i f r a g i l i s t i c e x p i a l i d o c i o u s.

2011-07-20T15:29:00.003+08:00

have you ever done something that you really regret and wish you could turn back time to change and make things right?

2011-07-19T15:23:00.001+08:00

Adam Levine makes me shudder and ssstutter.. oh my..

2011-06-28T12:52:00.000+08:00

because we love, therefore we hate.

2011-06-24T13:43:00.001+08:00

it's those trivial things that you do for someone that gives the person confidence to believe in you.

2011-04-12T00:41:00.003+08:00

dance like nobody's watching; love like you've never been hurt. Sing like nobody's listening; live like it's heaven on earth. Mark Twain

2011-03-22T14:23:00.001+08:00

can someone please tell me wtf is this?
i've been receiving this fer the past few weeks.
and i was told that i've been sending spam emails to them. wtf. ;(

be amazed.

2011-03-20T22:23:00.002+08:00

so, jo was searching for ways to preserve her angry birds fondant figurines and came across this. here are a few of my favourite ones. there are so many of them. ;) the effects and sounds are amazing. that's japan for you.

i'm feeling..

2011-03-18T17:24:00.001+08:00

gray on grey.

2011-02-24T23:48:00.003+08:00

wanna see something cool?

2011-02-22T00:09:00.001+08:00

my V day ♥.

2011-02-21T00:38:00.009+08:00

how fast can time pass? we were just preparing for cny, and now, even v day's over. okay. so here's how i spent my v day; the funniest one, i've had. i don't usually have lots of pictures in my posts, so here's one that's pictures overload. ;))

it was a working day, and it feels really weird to

dress up, so i just put on a simple color, black,

and a new red heart leather bag.

specially did my nails for V day.

i love to match/clash different colors on my nails.

ping picked me up from work and we head down to rws'

hard rock cafe. fortunately, we made reservations, else

the wait would've been a freaking hour and i was famished.

my raspberry smoothie. nice, but too sweet.

i love whip cream.

we ordered a chilli crab dip for starters.

quite yummy. i can't explain, but i like it 'cause

it has a tint of sour to it, not just totally sweet.

spicy enough though.

ping ordered steak. i love mash potatoes, and

i'm quite picky with the taste. hard rock cafe's

mash potato has the taste i'm longing for. ;))

i just ordered something simple. chicken mac

and cheese with garlic toast. this is way better

than kenny rogers. when i had mac and cheese

at kenny rogers, i didn't understand why people

can stand finishing it. it's just too "ni". i can't

think of the word for it. but i finished this whole

plate, though the chicken could be more tender.

that's my valentine. ;)

we wandered around rws, stalling for time. but there was nothing much there, unless you're going to try your luck in winning some money or heading to uss. we decided to catch the crane ballerina water show since we're there. we waited for a full half an hour for a ten minute show, which wasn't that impressive, but it was alright.

dessert at island creamery. ping's mud pie.

i wanted watermelon sorbet, but they didn't have it. ;((

so i had pulut hitam and chendol, which taste awesome

with crushed nuts. okay. i just had it again, today. ;))

since tomorrow is a work day, and he had school, we headed home early.

my v day present from him. the sony w series

headphone. my new tool for running, that's if

i start running again. teeheee. it's a heart shape

when it clips together.

what surprised me was, something that happened before our v day dinner. he, trying to surprise me, ordered a bouquet of blue roses to be delivered to me while i was working. loves. ;)))))) all smiles, all smiles. guess, i bugged him too much about blue roses. lol. my uncle was so funny. he saw the delivery man coming with the bouquet and asked who was it for. the delivery man said Perlyn. my uncle said, "HUH? the bouquet so small arh? if i'm her, i won't even want to accept!" lol. my uncle left the man speechless. i was giggling like wtf. haha.

how blue. how blue?? even the wrapper is blue.

i'm obsessed with the color. it's just pretty.

a few of the petals fell. ;(

trying to get a good shot. lol. wannabe. tsk.

but it's not bad huh? hah.

blue m&m's. wheeeeeeeeee. navy, aqua and pastel blue.

whoa. i told you i'm obsessed with blue.

got a vase for my pretty blue roses.

after a week. ;(( the petals started falling off.

sobs.

that's us, trying to be funny.

bleh. candid shot.

okay. here's why this year's v day was funny. i was always well prepared for v day, baking cheesecakes, and making tiramisu. this year, was a tad toooo last minute. just because i went bonkers shopping for myself than his present. oooops. hence, i decided to bake cookies.

my super huge heartshaped cookies with polka hearts.

with the leftover batter, super cute little mini bubble cookies. ;)

alright, hope you had a great cny and a hott valentines' day!

till then.

time for a break..♥

2011-01-27T01:58:00.004+08:00

2011-01-15T01:35:00.001+08:00

if only i could turn back time.

2011-01-13T20:54:00.004+08:00

what do you say, my new ride.

here's a cuppa starbucks, ♥.

2011-01-12T23:13:00.002+08:00

gifts with ♥.

2011-01-03T21:17:00.005+08:00

birthday present from V.

Lucky her, went to Japan on her
birthday and spent Christmas there.
Tokyo Banana. I love bananas.
I don't know why. ;)

a box serves 8.

love the texture of the sponge cake.
awww.. i could use to wash my face.
lol. okay. strange. but it's so soft looking.

It's filled with sweet banana filling.
very creamy. light and fluffy. ;)
i would die fer bananas. lol. wtf.

she got me a little something from disneyland.
something stitch.

before new year, my sister made a trip to macau.
she got me this cute little stitch thingy. i really
don't know what to call it.

but it's filled with tidbits!! ;)

and many many iphone cases.

now, i can change iphone cases just like changing clothes! ;)

say hi to my new mouse. ;) lol.

2011-01-01T16:02:00.002+08:00

so much for reminiscing on new year's day. the greatest thing i'm missing today is my little dog. the little one who was brave and blithe-spirited. anyway, had a great night with friends, though i missed the countdown by two minutes. tsk right? and got my first bruise on my arm by Diana. i can't find any other ways to have a better night. but i wished there were more friends joining us. ;) alright. that's all for now. time for my first meal!

♥

2010-12-31T14:26:00.004+08:00

..I wish to travel!

p.s.: have you set your new year's resolution?

h a p p y n e w y e a r, everyone!!

z o u k o u t !

2010-12-16T23:36:00.004+08:00

zoukout was fun. ;)
okay. but i don't have tons of photos.
because i didn't bring my camera,
all these random shots are just from my phone.

pst! you got to forgive a lady bloated with drinks and her monthly girl thing. ;)

r a n d o m.

2010-12-10T00:48:00.002+08:00

browsing through pictures from my hdd,

i found a picture that made me miss my long hair.

sobs. ;(

g o o d n i g h t ! ♥

2010-12-08T00:10:00.003+08:00

say hi to my bed. ;) *hugs*

high on cough syrup + zyrtec. stone.

d e c e m b e r

2010-12-01T23:18:00.004+08:00

once again,
it's the time of the year,
where there's a reason to start shopping.
for this jolly season which everyone loves!
;))

p r e s e n t s with ♥.

2010-11-29T21:37:00.005+08:00

pre-birthday present, with XOXOs.

my mini pom pom and i.

surprise birthday present.

YSL wristlet, i've been eyeing. ;)

inside the wristlet, is my first blue box!

a silver bean, shaped almost like a little heart,

all from my hell of bitch, super sweet sister.

and the one who ran all the errands,

my brother-in-law.

loves. xoxo.

b i r t h d a y ♥ part two.

2010-11-28T15:35:00.011+08:00

hi there. after my first picture-filled birthday post, here's another one. with words. ;))

on my birthday itself, took a day off work and headed to USS. it was a last minute decision. haha. after all the fun we had for the halloween party, i decided i want to go USS and find this particular pretzel. super yummy and filled with oozing cheese as you bite it. hmmmmm.

typical. a picture you will always see from

anyone who blogged about USS.

we had lunch at mel's drive-in. love the decor. :))

that's my sister and i.

me giving the -_- face. haha.

everyone's happy! free meal from me.

:))

what we had. not fantastic, just normal burgers.

haha. J, happy with her Puss in Boots

souvenir bottle.

three of us. :)))))

we scouted for the pretzel, when it was easily

found here! mouth-watering pretzels. yumms!

drooling as i recall.

the sell gingy! haha.

what welcomed us.

Do not feed the Foosa.

The king Foosa, Julien aka Julian(my brother).

slowly coming along, the ogre.

there! haha. jj. ;)

sight of the castle, and we arrived at..

far far away.

donkey and dronkeys!!

haha. poisoned.

dronkey!

haha. funny picture. not synchronize. lol.

better shot. hurrr~

so we entered the dinosaur world and went on a ride that got us totally drenched!

i would say, fer a weekday, USS is quite packed. and we still had to queue fer the

rides. how's that.

drenched. only both of us.

my brother picked up a poncho.

haha.

the drying ride. hah.

this was the best ride, since the main attraction

was closed.

we never got to try this. :((

it's time to spin. haha.

julian and i.

lol. no comments. just me, short.

caught monster rock. it was good. ;)

Betty Boop.

Charlie Chaplin.

The Madagascar family. ;D

Kungfu Panda.

We decided to leave, since it was near dinner time.

got Garrett popcorn. yummeh!!

golden brown,

yummylicious,

cheese and caramel

popcorn.

end. :))

b i r t h d a y ♥ part one.

2010-11-25T23:38:00.009+08:00

Let the pictures do the talking. ;))

♥

2010-11-22T00:50:00.003+08:00

well. i had an awesome birthday this year. i'll tell you more about it, soon(that's when i feel like blogging. hee.) meanwhile..

take a look at my birthday cake.. :))

plus a candid shot. :o

♥.

2010-11-18T01:16:00.004+08:00

there goes my hair(it was at waist

length, if you haven't noticed already.)

loving my new room, new camera,

and bow belt. :))

Principle of J O Y.

2010-11-14T21:42:00.007+08:00

this weekend, we made a trip down to BMWorld. okay. so, if you ask me what's my dream car, for now, i would say it would be the M3. but wait, there's brabus, aston martin's V8, maserati's GT.. tsk. it keeps changing you know. however, i'll just settle for the M3(for now, i said it, again). with girls, these things are always ever changing. i secretly wish, i could own as many cars as it can match and complement my mood, colors and style i wear everyday. awesome. to me, your car speaks the image you're trying to portray. well, there are many other factors too of course.

anyway, the event was a little disappointing. i expected more. hello? it's the bmworld. this whole trip ended in a shopping spree at mbs. lol. funny. okay. so here are the pretty cars. i'll tell you what amazes me. :))

the 8 series. my neighbour has one. lol. super cool.

now i believe bmw go way back.

the z1. which gave birth to many more z series.

okay. this is like a super car. z8!! wahaha.

the acceleration from 0 - 100km/h is 4.6s.

faster than the current z4 35i by 0.6s. of course,

we still have to consider the weight difference of

the car. hee.

okay. this is what convinced me to head down to

the exhibition. the M3 GTS. it's 326cc larger

than the normal M3 without rear seats.

i just hate the color though. ooops.

this, i believe would be the bmw hybrid concept.

if that's the bmw hybrid car, for once,

i would consider wanting a hybrid car. :)

okay. of course, there's still the 7 series, the X6 M sport, the matte silver M3,

and the yummy 335i.

hey, wait.. where's the M1 Concept car?! i've read up in some motoring magazine a year ago? it's here!! parked at the lobby of MBS. Lol. how can they not have it in the

exhibition showroom?

love the rims.

so, ping and i were wondering. why isn't there M7? it would be the ultimatum of bmw.

hmmm..

who's going to help me save my lappy?

2010-10-19T21:21:00.002+08:00

:(( looks like my lappy cannot be saved just by reformatting.

♥s.

2010-10-18T11:46:00.001+08:00

Super MJ. Super Loves.

2010-10-08T14:49:00.000+08:00

i know. my blog is a bore right now. but bare with me, i'm getting my baby fixed. :))

2010-10-04T15:57:00.000+08:00

i experienced how a girlfriend will easily give in to her boyfriend. and it sucks.

new hammie ♥

2010-09-21T20:26:00.003+08:00

wheee. my sister got so interested in hammies lately, that her bf got a super duper uber cute one for her. puck's afraid of our pooches. i can understand why. because honey is a hyperactive cocker. haha. i took this while having my dinner, because my sis told me to help her look after him. but apparently, when i looked after puck yesterday night, i left his cage open while i was showering. fortunately, this little one did not skip home, like some hammies do; i know that because ping's mimi caught one. okay, back to checking on him, and maybe later for my run or pack my room. hee.

2010-09-21T20:17:00.001+08:00

i hate myself for feeling lazy for my run. roar. :((

happy ♥ six !

2010-09-19T14:06:00.000+08:00

here i am! ♥

2010-09-06T23:15:00.006+08:00

you know.. it's embarrassing to say, i've been gaining weight lately; i guess that explains working life. but i'm trying my best to cut down/maintain my weight by excercising two times per week, which in my opinion will not be enough, since i'm a huge glutton and i can't live without desserts!! but singapore is truely a paradise for good food! agree? duh.

okay, so my lappy is still in coma, and i've yet to back up my stuff before it undergo it's operation- reformatting. :(( and.. and..!! my mobile phone is dying on me too! maybe it's a sign. haha.

anyways, these photos are taken by my mobile phone, because i've been a lazy girl. lazy enough to not get my camera charger to charge the battery. teeheee. hmmm.. that's why i'm gaining weight?! wtf.

for starters, potato salad. yummy. one of the best i've had.

even my small uncle says it's good! haha.

oh. my little brother brought this back all the way from

changi airport (he happened to be there)! yums. hee.

when popeyes comes to my mind, it's always the milk biscuits.

love it with maple syrup! :))

okay. this is chilli noodles. yep!

guess not! it's fei fei's wanton noodles. not bad. but not

the best. hee.

fried wantons. everybody loves fried food!love the sauce

that comes with it. tastes just like thai chilli sauce.

fried yong tau foo! it's been long since i've had it. not too

bad.

hah. we had durian after all these! no pictures though.

but i must comment that the durians were huge, creamy

and the flesh.. hmm.. super thick!!

this is.. erms.. well, minced meat noodles i guess. near my

work place. not bad. but i'm very particular about having

the fishy smell and taste in food. so, not my favourite.

fishball noodles??

this is a must have!! loves loves loves!! brings back memories

of secondary school life. ahhhhh.... okay. not because it brings

back school memories. it's really good! i had to finish every

single bit of tiny noodles and the sauce; like i would lick the

bowl clean if i could. hahaha. i always love lots and lots of vinegar

when i have this. and the uncle and aunty always welcome

my sister and i when we patron them. when we say "duo chu!"

she will always give us the right amount, not too much not too

little. unlike some stalls, "duo chu" still means no vinegar. roar.

and when we ask for more, they will either show you their poker

face or say "must pay you know". wtf. okay. this place is really far,

if you live around the same area as me. it's at ubi driving centre!!

hahaha.. but if you happen to be around the vicinity and looking

for a place to lunch, don't hesitate! go try! remember to ask for

more vinegar! hah.

okay, that's all for now. till then. :))

2010-09-03T00:04:00.000+08:00

love the video. love the song.

2010-08-30T14:25:00.004+08:00

i'm missing my mortar board! :))

2010-08-27T12:59:00.002+08:00

feeling fat and cranky.
TSK!

2010-08-24T22:39:00.002+08:00

it's not that i do not adapt easily.
it's just that i get too emotionally attach.

2010-08-22T23:28:00.002+08:00

my laptop died on me. the hdd just stopped running. :(

2010-08-18T00:33:00.001+08:00

".. i do not like talking on the phone..."
where does that fucking leave you. it's the first i've heard.
sofuckoffalready.

2010-08-11T00:04:00.002+08:00

i'm looking like this now..

OMFG!

♥

2010-08-02T22:25:00.005+08:00

...
bf: where got?
me: god's in heaven, where are you?
bf: right here beside you.
me: *all smiles* ♥

restless.

2010-07-30T12:27:00.003+08:00

today's weather is wonderful for sleeping. unfortunately, i've to drag myself out of bed to prepare for work. *yawns* had dinner with D yesterday at the Riders Cafe. nice ambience(except the horse poop smell), the cafe was so dark, i couldn't see my food. hah. the place is so rural, i love driving there; it was like driving in a horror movie scene. lol. okay. we didn't know what to order, so we both had fish and chips. boring. haha. we were very much interested in the breakfast menu. guess i'll just head there for brunch one day with my sis.

they served bread before the main.

fish and chips.

love the fries. but the whole meal was super oily.

but what's fried food without oil? hee.

i was super full. but D said not to leave without

dessert. so i ordered strawberry shortcake.

i was too full to finish it. but i thought it was

quite nice, not too sweet. :)

after dinner, D and i headed to my new home. i'm so excited. lol. can't wait to move. maybe i will not wish for a car so much then, 'cause i can easily take the bus! hah. but. the best thing is.. i'm going to have a bathroom in my room! all to myself. how long has it been since i was bathroom hopping. but i will certainly miss my current home. there's good food and nice doggies, plus the neighbours are friendly too, compared to my previous area. except the place is full of roaches. omfg.

alright. that's all for now. :))

i ♥ D E S S E R T S !

2010-07-24T14:00:00.009+08:00

watermelon sago. :)) i love anything with watermelon.

my only problem with it is there's just tooo much ice! and they

should clear the watermelon seeds.

mango sago with pomelo. super refreshing.

sesame paste with tang yuan. i've eaten better ones.

like the one my mum cooked. haha.

black glutinous rice with coconut. love the design they did.

not too sweet. quite yummy.

bucket of tao huay with pearls. super yummy.

something special. the tao huay's eaten with

orange sugar.

durian ice shavings. ping was craving for durian.

this one is yummy! the durian is super creamy.

okay. now i feel like having it.

ice cream time! this is rum and raisins and choya something.

can't recall the name. but it's really yummy! and i don't really

eat plums. so surprisingly, i like this one. both scoops are

alcoholic. :))

from the same ice cream shop, waffle with kick s caramel

and dark chocolate, i think. i love the kick s caramel. it's

what i always have when i head to udders! :))

wooooo. i totally love the color of this ice cream. but it's too

sweet for my liking. :( but still, i enjoyed looking at the color. :9

sogurt! love the yogurt ice cream. love the

ambience of the shop, except the smell,

'cause there were renovations going on around

the area during that time. it's strawberry,

chocolate yogurt withkokocrunch, honey stars

and fruit loops! :))

so, after sogurt, ping got really crazy with fruit loops and

he's having fruit loops every morning. and it's really nice

and crispy. yummmmss. put a spoonful of fruit loops into

my mouth, suck the milk out. wtf.

waffles from.. erms.. ion. very light tasting waffles.

mine's italian blueberry cheesecake, and ping's mocha

something. haha. cannot recall. i'm not good with names.

strawberry sauce with tofu cheesecake. i love tofu cheesecakes.

but this one. i shall pass. i know. the picture's bad. i was using

my phone camera. :( 'cause my camera died on me.

speaking of tofu cheesecake, nothing beats the one my friend

baked. you know, tofu cheesecakes must always have a layer of

strawberry jello on top of it. ahhhhhh.. not forgetting. my all

time favourite too! snow ice!! haha. no pictures though.

okay. this is the end of my post.

:) till then!

does this count as annoying?

2010-07-12T20:59:00.003+08:00

watching the world cup! :)) i'm rooting for Spain. what about you?

2010-07-12T02:05:00.002+08:00

i'm giving up. so just catch me..

2010-07-09T11:44:00.006+08:00

or you could just let me fall.

i'm super tired. not physically. maybe physically. but definitely emotionally. you might think i'm kicking a huge ass fuss. but it's the little things that combined and made it big. i'm just another gullible and naive girl, who doesn't learn her lessons in love. i've repeatedly warned myself not to make the same mistakes again. but i've just did it. again and again. when will be the time that i will really learn? if i can't help making the same mistakes again, just let me learn how to break my fall, so that i won't fall so hard.

whatever. i'm just feeling stupid and crappy now. i hate myself.

2010-07-08T15:45:00.000+08:00

"Seeing people change isn’t what hurts. What hurts is remembering who they used to be."

supppppper cute!

2010-07-07T22:38:00.000+08:00

2010-07-07T01:17:00.000+08:00

let's get drunk and drive around.

a super boring day at a super boring place.

2010-07-06T15:58:00.003+08:00

i'm now sitting in the office, facebooking, listening to my current favourite song, need you now by lady antebellum, and waiting for the clock to reach 1715, so i can start packing my stuff and head home! i need my layout pad. but i couldn't find it this morning and had to leave for work. i've decided to keep myself occuppied when there's nothing much to do in the office, and maybe i might just come up with something good. :)) pardon me for multiple pictureless and crappy posts in a day, which just proved that i'm really really bored.

when was the last time i took a bus?

2010-07-06T13:55:00.003+08:00

yesterday! :))

kitty kat.

2010-07-02T12:25:00.004+08:00

my bf has two cats. i name them mimi 1 and mimi 2.
the female cat is co-named miss universe. haha.

this is miss universe aka mimi 2.

look at how atas she is.

close up atas.

this is mimi 1. doesn't he look fierce like a tiger?

nom nom nom nom nom nom nom nom nom nom nom nom.

and more noms.

ahh. i love this shot. looking like puss in boots. :))

their favourite snack is none other than the cuttle fish strips, which ping always scatter around them. haha. super funny sight. mimis are very nice, they always bring him and his mum presents; cockroaches, lizards, miss universe even brought back a bat once, and mimi 1's contribution was two hammies, alive! surprisingly. i love his kitties. but i love my doggies even more! :)) oops.

2010-07-01T17:08:00.001+08:00

s u r p r i s e !

2010-06-30T21:03:00.011+08:00

i've been busy planning a surprise party for my bf. :)) lucky him, i'm on vacation.

haha. there were soooooo many times that i wish i could just blurt it out to him. fortunately, i did not. :) well, even if i didn't, he still spoilt his own surprise. what can i do then? *shrugs*

Date : 26th June
Time : 1800h
Venue : Hard Rock Hotel

Before the party begins, we had to treat ourselves a little, after all the hard work that we've put in. :))

yep. that's the durian feast at rws! ooooohooooo! yummy!

look at all that durians. hmmm.. just wonder how they differentiate which is which.

more durians! D24, Mao Shan Wang, XO, and the red flesh durian (not sure what's its name).

frozen durians! the uncle said it was ice cream durian. my sister and i got so excited and we ordered one for ourselves. it wasn't even chilled. wtf. the uncle bluffed us. haha. my first time holding onto a durian. wtf. pricky!

mmmmmm.. look at that flesh. suppppperrrrrrr yummy!

fresh coconut juice. :))

then i had to wait for zt to pick me up to go fetch him.

the jam is a killer. we were super late.

haha. this was the funniest part. guiding him to the destination.

he kept getting tricked by me. LOL. super funny!
in the elevator.

the view from the balcony.

haha. kenna tortured and tied up by the guys.

the result of the knots.

but he managed to untie himself in less than five minutes.

wtf. can't you guys tie better knots?

so, after food and drinks. it's time to cut the cake! :)

his super white birthday cake with colorful candles; can you see the colors of the flames?

but the candles melt super fast.

time to take a picture!

with his soccer friends.

army and clubbing friends.

secondary school mates.

that's me!

with my sis and bro and bro-in-law.

present time! :))

haha. random picture when were getting ice.

guest book that i've created for him. :))

that spells his twenty-fourth birthday!

okay. time for bed!
should i watch the mentalist?

2010-06-24T01:35:00.001+08:00

i was never the first person you ever think of.

2010-06-18T00:36:00.005+08:00

recreated a friend's collection. it's been a long time since i've designed womenswear. which i was entirely excited! :)) so, i had approximate one and half days to recreate the inspiration, color and fabric boards, plus 6 designs and technical flats. i'm really glad with the outcome. make me feel better for once, because i'm soooooo unhappy and dis-satisfied with my graduation collection. :(((((( i'm only showing 5 because, the sixth, i'm not really happy about it. hee.

super bored!

2010-06-15T17:02:00.001+08:00

:))

2010-06-14T22:02:00.003+08:00

that's me doing all i can.
with nothing in return.
and i never wanted anything in return.
just a little bit more of your attention.

maybe it's all my wishful thinking afterall.

2010-06-14T18:14:00.001+08:00

why bother when everything i do will not be appreciated?

uhuh.

2010-06-13T01:21:00.002+08:00

i've not been blogging.

anyways, i'm injury prone. tsk. super random. i'm well known for getting bruises everywhere, unknowingly; which scares me sometimes. and i seriously hate getting bruised. first, it was slamming my car door on my thumb. hell, that was painful! fortunately, not much damage on my nail. then, scraping my arm against my wardrobe. and, kicking the stairs. that was hell a lot of pain too! wtf. i should stop causing anymore damage to my toes and thumbs. bruises on them are fugly!

bad news for me. :(( my camera died on me. although it's a super duper old and not fantastic olympus, it was the first camera that i've bought myself. :( i'm going to miss it.

i'll just try to blog more often. hope it'll all be picture filled! :)

finally..

2010-06-02T01:38:00.001+08:00

the day has come. no more antagonizing. time to party!! :))

7 days.

2010-05-26T02:37:00.005+08:00

can i get a baby alpaca as a pet? pretty please..

Super cute right???

10 more days!

2010-05-23T11:59:00.007+08:00

it's drawing near! can't wait. very irritated that i've to go to school tomorrow; it means i've to go face those two bloody idiots. anyway. this week was full of food. we had lots of jap food! :)) sushi tei, itacho sushi and kuru kuru. japanese cuising craving - satiated for the time being. so, like i said, i shall let you in bit by bit. first stop, itacho sushi(actually second)! it was ping's treat!! why? easy, he won mj the night before. and well, i was pretty broke(don't know why i'm so broke recently!!). :((

so, before starting, learn the right way of eating sushi! :)

crab meat sushi, tamago sushi, salmon sushi and salmon

with soya sauce sushi.

shrimp tempura sushi. :))

erms.. can't recall, but it's crispy tofu with spicy salmon

sushi. yep, something like that. i believe it's kitsune.

crab meat chawanmusi. :)) i just love chawanmushis!

but this is not the best though. hee.

ping's cod roe and salmon mini rice.

cha soba! love seaweed!!

baked stuffed crab. let me tell you. this is the reason for

visiting Itacho sushi restaurant. this is ultimate. it brings

wonders to your tastebuds! too bad for people who are

allergic to seafood. this is a definite must try! i'm drooling

as i recall the taste of the crab, mushroom and potato.

even the rice is.. hmmmm! thumbs up!!

alright, so much for our little meal, as we were headed somewhere else later, and it was a super late lunch.

Something new, Happy Lemon!! :)

11 more days.

2010-05-22T11:45:00.000+08:00

okay. i've been missing out again. but i've got good news! have lots of stuff to blog. and i'm super happy today! *all smiles* i'll let you know, bit by bit. :) haha. first, i shall tell you about my hair. :))

BEGONE, SHAGGY TRESSES!

i really didn't know my hair was that long! :))

it's 6 whole months without getting a trim. LOL.

see, how busy?

time for a new hairstyle! :))

p.s.: you wished! ;P

13 days.

2010-05-20T11:17:00.004+08:00

super uber duper unhappy. my internet bank account got locked because of the bloody otp. the bank says if you didn't use your otp for quite some time, the otp will auto unsync itself from your ibank. oh, wtf! means, if i don't check my bank statement for some time, my money will all go missing! (so, it's true that the safest place to keep your money afterall is under the pillow.) wtf, wtf, wtf! super pissed. to replace the otp, i've to freaking spend 20 bucks. the thing is the application form only stated, if your otp is faulty or lost. but neither of it has happened to mine. so, i guess, i'm just going to switch bank and keep logging into my ibank acc. uber bloody bank.

2010-05-19T21:23:00.002+08:00

i just satiated my craving. yumms! :))

p.s.: i know i'm super bo liao can. haha.

14 days.

2010-05-19T19:18:00.004+08:00

i know i've been missing out on my count down. it's now exactly two weeks from my grad show!! i'm adopting a love-hate relationship for it which i shall not mention, but i think some people know the reason behind it. went out for dinner with E on Monday at Waffle Town, but didn't eat any waffles. tsk. then we headed for Island Creamery. it was lots of fun! we should do it again. :))
okay. so, i've been busy sewing curlies and ellies for Whitepoodle. :)) also juggling with my nightclub on facebook's nightclub city! whee! haha. super bored.

There's my fugly club. Lol.

Back to facing my club.

Seventeen.

2010-05-16T14:42:00.004+08:00

He is still..
my laughter,
my happiness,
my sadness,
my angst,
my disappointment,
my encouragement,
my fun,
my present,
my future.
Most importantly, he is the only one i love.
He for who he is, I shall immovably accept.

18 days left.

2010-05-15T11:46:00.003+08:00

He is..
my laughter,
my happiness,
my sadness,
my angst,
my disappointment,
my encouragement,
my fun,
my present,
my future,
and now my past.
Most importantly, he is the one i love.
He for who he is, i shall be brave and let go.

2010-05-14T23:09:00.001+08:00

suddenly i forgot when my birthday is, until i saw the profile of my facebook. wtf.

2010-05-14T17:44:00.002+08:00

they say, "if you love someone, let them go.." but why didn't they tell us what to do if they don't come back?

19 more days.

2010-05-14T11:16:00.004+08:00

i think that i should just throw my mobile phone away. it's a bloody gadget that keeps me feeling anxious and empty. at this rate, my heart will just leap out and die.

2010-05-14T00:39:00.004+08:00

craving
for
magnum
gold!

p.s.: just wondering. will we ever get to eat ice cream like we used to again?

2010-05-13T18:05:00.008+08:00

i'm trying my best to steer my attention away. i can't be near my phone because i don't want to keep unlocking it and face an empty screen neither do i want to see how time pass so slowly. fortunately, i had V's companion. but at times, i still can't stop thinking. i can't stay home. i'll just cry buckets.

luckily, i have a new blogshop to tend. :)) see the Whitepoodle logo at the side? yup. you can click on it to view. we just started up, so please lend us your full support! feedbacks are definitely welcome. we're starting with a classic collection, "All that Fluff!" inspired by our white poodle,Poodle. All items are hand sewn. Hope you'll like it! :))

For more details, please click here!

20 days.

2010-05-13T09:46:00.005+08:00

since i might never get it back.

i might as well lose it all.

for ping,

2010-05-12T21:10:00.002+08:00

even though you might not be reading. i just need you to know. i've never stopped loving you. and i don't know if i ever will.

21 more days left.

2010-05-12T18:38:00.002+08:00

nobody said life was easy. but you just made it harder for me.

22 more days to go!

2010-05-11T20:38:00.005+08:00

the saddest kind of melancholy is when you can't find a reason why you felt that way. it only meant you didn't know how to make things better.

p.s.: i'm just glad that assessment is finally over. :))

26 days left!

2010-05-07T02:16:00.003+08:00

you see! i really can't wait until the count reaches 1. even better, o. tsk.
i'm super hungry at this hour. and i did something stupid which made me even hungrier. argh. you know how much i want my vacation. how much i would love to go to thailand with you. and her people have to go on a humongous riot. roar! what's happening to the land of smiles?
well.. so i was looking at food images online, made me even hungrier. see. dumb right? you know, besides the usual tom yam, curries, phad thai, mango and sticky rice, my favourite snack is definitely the thai pancake. this i should say, "once you pop, you'll never stop!"

i remembered the last time i went with my parents and brother, we were standing right in front of the store popping the thai pancake in our mouths continuously. lol. we did not know how many we had exactly, and even packed quite a number of packs back. haha. hmmmm.. thinking of it makes me drool. ahhh!! i think im going to be haunted with this craving. i recalled when i was young, my parents would always bring my siblings and i to this thai restaurant where they had huge freshly made thai pancakes. oh no. i can keep going on and on. ahhhhh!! J!! I wanna go bkk for thai pancakes. wtf.

okay. ending abruptly, 'cause it's time for bed. tomorrow's going to be a busy day for me. :((

p.s.: hope everything's alright. :))

27 days more.

2010-05-06T20:40:00.006+08:00

why is it that there are

always people out there

to spoil your day? :((

p.s.: can't the days to assessment and grad show just pass quickly. pretty please. argh. and i suddenly took a liking for this font style. :))

28 days.

2010-05-05T20:20:00.004+08:00

i'm currently in this long and

mussed up process of figuring

out who am i and what i want

to do in my life.

p.s.: i realised that there is a mistake in the number of days for my countdown.wtf.

33 days left.

2010-05-03T11:38:00.004+08:00

for the past few days, i've been eating, eating and eating. it keeps me wondering, just how long can i maintain my current weight with all the nice food and desserts around? i'm not saying that my weight is the perfect weight for me, but i definitely do not want to gain any more. but the thing is, i love desserts! and, how can anyone ever resist?

our selection of green tea snow ice with almond slices.

fortunately, no jasmine taste to it. i personally dislike

jasmine flavored green tea.

we tried a combination of the passion fruit snow ice.

i'm a total fan of chocolate and banana. :)) it's nice.

plain sesame snow ice. see how fluffy the ice shavings are.

we decided to try out the chocolate flavored too.

our toppings were almond slices and oreo.. :) it tastes like

milo. we should have milo powder with this. haha.

my must-have for snow ice. milk flavored with fresh

strawberries and condense milk. condense milk is the yums!

thumbs up! thumbs up! wonderful taste to savour - the

peanut snow ice! perfect combination with the crush nuts.

also tasty when it's eaten plain.

so we ended up eating more than five bowls here. :))

supersatisfied!

34 days left.

2010-05-02T19:32:00.004+08:00

restless weekend. but it feels good to not have anything to worry for the time being. :))

on tuesday, a classmate brought something interesting to school.. something that triggers childhood memories. :) hmmm.. i'm not exactly sure what it's called. but i have lots of those hidden in my miniature piano chair. haha. weird place to hide stuff right? that's the thing about childhood. you hide stuff everywhere and anywhere unknowingly, and you'll find it after many years. haha.

one huge tub. i might go and dig the ones in my piano chair. :)

if i ever run out of it. so i didn't know what were these for when

my mum bought it aeons ago, until my classmate showed me,

recently. haha.

ping's choco heart. it sounds edible!

okay. not so nice, failed attempt. it was on the baking sheet

when i showed my bro, he asked if it was edible. lol!

the yellow one's fer V. :)

tired of hearts? here's what i came up with. a popsicle with

hot fudge trickling down. haha. and Honey kept biting it!

35 days more.

2010-05-01T01:05:00.001+08:00

i should care less and make myself happy everyday! :))

watch this! :)

ping said future slutpacks.. haha. J might like this.

36 days.

2010-04-29T02:02:00.004+08:00

it's all about being cool headed, is what i've learnt in order to deal with my own situation. no point feeling frustrated. because, it will only bring me down. anyway, today was the last day of lessons in school, everyone was feeling lighthearted. no hard feelings or what so ever. after my studies in Fashion for three years, i experienced many things, i would never be able to in my environment, which i'm so protected by my family. i experienced sleepless nights (one that will never be forgotten). i experienced the bitchiness, first hand. i experienced backstabbing, ultimate. i experienced unreasonability (is there such a word? nvm, i just created it), and many many other things which now, my stoning brain cannot think of. i'm now built with a language that some of my usual clique might not even understand. however, in my three years, i don't feel it's wasted. at least i've picked up skills that i might not, in my free time would go and learn. and although it didn't go as planned, i'm just relieved that i did not quit half way. i shall forget those who made school miserable, but remember the people who made school a tad more enjoyable.

thanks V.

for accomodating my nonsense and played along with it.

thanks D.

who listens and knows the bitchiness of two bloody mean people.

thanks E.

for teaching me how to deal with the mean ones.

:))

39 days!

2010-04-26T21:40:00.002+08:00

i've forgotten the feeling of falling sick. :(( my head is throbbing, nose running. i can barely keep my eyes open. stoning. think i shall hit my bed soon. yawns.

it's the last week of school!! how exciting! :)) that's something to be happy of.

p.s.: i can't wait to move house! i want my own bathroom! roar!

40 days left.

2010-04-25T00:15:00.005+08:00

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41 days.

2010-04-23T23:21:00.003+08:00

Finally, last week of school is approaching. soon enough, i will not need to face bloody smug vicious M classmates. imagine having a grad show and not having any of your outfits on the runway. wheee. fantastica!! i will not be pissed if it was the final decisions of the lecturers. however, i know that striking out my outfits from the runway is because of personal reasons, and i believe, no one will be too happy about it. but i shall tolerate with it, until it's the last final decision. afterall, i do not want to make things ugly before exam's here.

something to share with you guys. ping said, "you'll want to be a cab driver.."

yes. i want to be a germany cab driver!! whoa!! till then.

46 days and counting!

2010-04-18T20:12:00.008+08:00

so. here's the assignment that made me penniless. :((

i was rushing to submit, so pardon me with the bad images. :))

this is a collage of pages from my portfolio.

:))

48 days to go.

2010-04-16T17:01:00.004+08:00

pitter patter! it's raining cats and dogs. perfect weather to be snuggling under my sheets. so much have been going on in the last three days. anyway, finally cleared one more module. left with two submissions next week for now.

my mood is super stormy. just like the weather. i seriously am speechless for what i've been going through lately. it has only taught me about how vicious people can be. how selfish people can be. i'm so sick and tired of all these shit.

spent all my money on my portfolio assignment. yes, i am penniless now. :((

fortunately, i've ping. who has a credit card. wtf. lol. guess we can max out his card. :))

above all, i'm just happy that i've a companion, who stayed up with me till the wee hours of the morning. he made me ham and cheese toast, and gave me a glass of milk :) which taste nice although i said it sucks. he helped me cut strips of papers and pasted double sided tapes on it for my assignment. although it's not neatly done, and most cannot be used. i'm still grateful. :)) he woke up early in the morning despite, a bad night of sleep and help me send my book for binding. :)) thank you, you dumbo! have fun studying! i'm going to bed now. :)))

51 more days.

2010-04-13T00:25:00.002+08:00

so many submissions, so little time!
who's going to help me? :((
have been cutting and pasting paper since just now.
so tired.
still not ending. roar!
need a breather.

53 days more.

2010-04-10T19:47:00.005+08:00

it's officially a month till assessment day. lots of submissions this coming week. looks like it's another sleepless week. sobs.
found some super long ago pictures. :)
it seems like it's just yesterday i just started my studies in fashion.
but all's going to end in less 53 days. :))

Eve's twenty-first. haha. when D and V's hair were still long.

When we were still taking the train. LOL!
i think no one will ever believe we took the train to school.

Eve and i.

that's all for now. time to do work!

depressed.

2010-04-05T23:24:00.001+08:00

you can laugh all you want. i know i've failed.

58 days to go.

2010-04-05T21:43:00.002+08:00

school ended early today. cranky day.

today i realised and felt for myself, there are people who can really be mean.

V and D should know what i'm talking about. because D witnessed it too.

i'm not afraid to say. this certain one, who always took rides from me, even though i did not mention to give her a lift. i'm not obliged to. so the least she could do is give me the respect i need. because i did not turn her down when she tagged along.

this other one, i have no words to describe.

sometimes i just hope they would just keep their mouth shut.

speak ill of me all you want, because it will soon be over.

61 more days.

2010-04-02T18:15:00.003+08:00

i cannot wait for everything to end this instant. it's so excruciating to have to go through all these shit again. but if everything happens too fast, i'll be in mid-life crisis wandering and pondering what should i be doing next.

today i feel naive, gullible and stupid for believing in that one word with great meaning, but what no one is today - faithful. if you are. good for you. but stupid you. because no one will reciprocate! that's why i said i'm a gullible idiot. yes mommy, i'm stupid. i admitted it. i'm stupid for making me miserable and causing all these darn bloody pain on myself. i'm stupid. period.

anyway, today's a public holiday, which everyone should be happy about and not reading my darn blog with a hell of an emotional post.

HAPPY EASTER DAY!

62 days.

2010-04-01T19:38:00.002+08:00

HAPPY APRIL FOOL'S DAY!

i haven't fooled anyone today, but my lappy seemed to have fooled me!

yep. i brought my lappy to school today, left it in the project studio with my folder and plan to take it before i leave. you guessed it right! i totally forgot about it. until i reached home. wtf. my lappy better serve me well, because i drove all the way in that massive jam to my school to collect it. tsk. damn tired and kept dozing off. i was so afraid i might crash. *touch wood!* the dangers of a jam. stoning period. going all the way back to school was bad enough. but it had to jam on my way back too. i understand it's after work peak hour and it's a public holiday tomorrow. but, what's happening to the traffic and roads of Singapore? :(

alright. time to find means of having a good dinner. pastamania delivery! :))

63 more days.

2010-03-31T22:54:00.001+08:00

it's been too long since i get wasted. i need it. :((
but i've made my promise. and i shall keep it. :))
at least that makes me someone who keeps my own promise.